Talked to one of my good friends from high
school. She kinda gave me inspiration to write this entry.
I was drafting posts and I keep scraping
it out, erase words, and lack of thoughts. But, finally I got a topic.
So here is our short conversation that I’ve
edited.
AR: Maybe,we
don't think the same way right now. I really do less think. I don't feel I'm
already on the field you mean. I'm just being too subjective
Me: Aren't you happy?
AR: Superficially,I'm
happy. But I don't think that happiness ever fit in me for long time. Happiness
doesn't really work for myself.
Me: Happiness
is a warm gun, that's a right phrase for everyone like what you said on one of
your posts.
Wait, I got to quote that.
AR: Yep, 'cause
I think I'm not sure which post.
Me: “the
world won't let you got the happily ever after.” that one.
AR: Ah,that
one.
Me: You
said that already, it is a warm gun.
AR: Warm
in mean?
Me: Kills
you slowly, but warmly.
AR: And,cruelly.
Me: Yes.
No wonder I was happy at first and the next time I wanted to chop myself into
pieces. That's natural for everyone. Life is a food with so many seasonings and
you choose which one to be added to your "food".
AR: Is
it someone else's quote?
Me: Which
one?
AR: No
wonder I was happy at first and the next time I wanted to chop myself into
pieces.
Me: Nope,
I just typed it
AR: Yours?
Me: My
thought, why?
AR: That's
absolutely great. What happen on your food right now?
Me: Wow..actually
I'm looking for something to be written on my blogs, talking to you gave me
inspiration..
Overcooked.
My life’s been overcooked. But, it’s been
a long time I haven’t shared random thoughts. Thanks August-Rose, thanks! We have
talked a lot tonight, I hope to see you soon and then we can talk directly. It
should be a great talk when we meet later.
Visit her writings: august-rose.blogspot.com
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